I just remembered the night that I crept out of my bedroom, stole in to the kitchen, and then snagged an entire tube of cookie dough out of the fridge. I ran with it back to my room, and climbed in to my closet. I huddled there under a blanket, sobbing, and ate the entire tube of cookie dough. I hated myself…I hated me more than I ever imagined anyone could hate someone, much less themselves.
HOLY FUCK THE NOTES.
reblog EVERY TIME THIS IS ON YOUR DASH .
If you follow me and you don’t reblog this, we’re gonna have a little issue.
I will 500% judge you if you don’t Reblog
More people reblogged this than there are in my state??
More people reblogged this than there are in my COUNTRY??
Omg let’s make this to 10 million ++ !!
I’m lazy, and I never write…
Deal with it.
Also, I’m starting to be a different and better person. I have interests and hobbies and so much more that I want to do.
I’m wiser than I was, I’m less naive (which is a loss and a gain in itself.) I believe that I am a more well rounded person as well as someone that most people I encounter would like to get to know better.
I have plans to make my life better and I simply need the willpower to make myself a better person. Being positive is one of the hardest things for me to accomplish…I’m a negative, or ‘realistic’ person by nature simply because I grew up the way that I did…with the family that I have.
I would rather be ‘realistic’ than be hopeful…I view that as a character fault instead of a strength now…although I suppose putting all my hopes and dreams out into the world could be a weakness.
Anyway, the point of all this is that I have dreams and aspirations that I could never have imagined even half a year ago.
I want to open up my own coffee-house and bakery…I want to reach the point where I am comfortable with who I am physically, mentally, and emotionally…I have plans in place to do all these things and will share more as time goes on.
I hope everyone who is reading this blog, and everyone who is sharing their time with me…can stay, wait, and learn right along with me.